He and I had something beautiful but so dysfunctional it could not last. I loved him so much, but let him go because I knew he’d never love me the same way.
You and I have something different and I carry battle scars. Now I’m trying to get back to who I used to be.
Still, I’m reeling over the loss. I’m still a bit delirious and I often think that a pain as this should not have to be experienced. Is not for me, is not for anyone.
Away from you, I am healing . But it’s taking so long.